it's amazing to be alive.

my journey has never been a straight line.

it all started with an unhealthy and purposeless life that I struggled to make it more tolerable. up until now, I'd spent 3 years detaching from games, mobile phones, unhealthy habits, jerking off, etc. quitting them made my life much more healthier, yet immensely boring.

I got stuck, I wonder what life's about.

I read blogs, I watch videos, but none of them gave me the expected answers. they only seem to just be, just appear at the least expected moment, in a Gumball episode.

[nicole] what should I do with my life now?

[richard] may be just start to enjoy it.

however, the ideal life is attained by the art of balancing, equilibrium, harmony and enlightment, between planning and let things take their course, working and relaxing, gregariousness and solitary.

somewhat in between, there laid happiness.

25/6/2021.

đã coi atonement.