there're so many things we want to achieve in life, in which we get lost and fucked up at times. we want that 6-digit-annual income, we crave for love, for soulmates. but i'd realised that, everything that's aforementioned, is the thing that comes after, or "the bonus thing" rather than the core thing.
the meaning of life, in which many of us has long ignored, is, to find the meaning of life, to find out what our hearts are beating for, why we're breathing air in and out anyways.
once that is discovered, you will definitely find something which is more valuable than "high income", "stable job", "a good wife", all that frivolous and luxury thing of the society we're living in.
don't get fooled, life isn't all about study and study and find a job, then fuck others to produce offspring, work like you never see the sun again, then die. it is, or it may seem like you have time for nothing, you can't do anything. but change starts within yourself.
you don't have time for something, it means it's not your priority. you can't talk to your children, cause you love money more than them. it's just as simple as that.
so, every once in a while, fuck school, fuck office, fuck everything and go for yourself. sip that coffee, date the ones you want, watch your favorite netflix series that you'd abandoned for so long, and stop torturing your mental and physical health, okay?
[god, where has @independentlovers been in my last 2 affairs. i can't get enough of it.]
14/10/2020.
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