"the music is not in the notes, but in the silence between"
mozart
much as i adore chopin, mendelssohn and debussy, i have to bow mozart this time for his wisdom in music and life.
life ain't always about sharp or minor notes, black or white keys, ascending or descending order, but sometimes it's about the "ghost phases" - the breaks between them.
so is love and college, those two aren't videos where you can skip the boring and tedious part, jumping to the enthusiastic, passionate part. love and life is so much more about enjoying the ordinary part of it since not everyday gonna be an adventure.
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supposed that you're in love, love deeply and passionately but just don't expect that creme de la creme breakfast every morning or dancing at the eiffel tower every night. it's gotta get tough, there'll be ups and downs, but movies are so good at polishing all the peaks, that we seem to forget all about the troughs - where our true values and personalities get the chance to be expressed and spoken out loud.
we'll get through all the troughs, as long as you and i stay. we'll get through all of them, together.
i no longer hope for shelters in the rain, i'll learn to dance with my bae in the thunderstorm.
why comfty beds and relaxing music when we can be get away from all the shit life brings and make love in your roadster under the stars?
have faith in love and life, but do be realistic.
we're living in reality, but our utopias are upon our heads.
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to my 宝贝 whom may be reading this, i love you.
for all the time you set my heart on fire and dip in in iced cold water, make it soaking wet then dry it inside out, i love you.
for all the extreme mood swing i'd had, times laughing on the outside, crying my heart on the inside, i love you.
for all the chords you'd and been strumming in the harph of my soul, whether caring or heart-wrenching, i love you.
i'm not that moonstruck to forgive everything you'd done to me now and then, but it's your staying and caring that be the lighthouse whenever i'm outta my mind and sight that makes i trust you so much.
and that's also where the most overseen aspect between liking and loving kicks in - forgiveness.
like because, love despite.
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at the end of the day, no one is perfect, we're just fallible human being in search for love, acceptance and forgiveness. we're worthy of loving in whatever ways, but no everyone is that lucky to be loved and treasured.
to this day that i'm still bold and blessed, cared and carressed, i thank the universe and whoever existence in my life that helps improving it everyday.
i'm grateful for whatever had and had not happened. from the bottom of my heart, i thank the universe.
18/11/2020.
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