It'd been just a month, but I don't think I was the same as me 1 month ago, on 19th April.
I keep a timeline where I add new events as my life take it courses. This month is a big month, with major and drastic changes that took place for better and for worse. Most changes can be split into 2 main categories: my academics and my love life.
Opportunities flood in all at once. On 20th April I was announced as a Prefect, 8 days later I was interviewed as a potential Head Girl and accepted the day after. 6 days after that me and my ex broke up. 8 days after that I healed and had a crush. 8 days after that I also uncrushed because damn he had a girlfriend. And today, 21st May, my SAT results came out. 8 days after today, I will be done with my semester tests.
Generally this is my academics so far: 📈
And this is my romantic love life: 📉
But it's worth trying because everything feels very big now. Maybe it's worth pushing through everything. I honestly don't know what to feel because it happened all too quickly. Maybe I deserve it, who knows?
We'll see how it plays out then.
Bye boys I'm just gonna stay on blogs for now cause Instagram plays havoc with my mental health.
Hints from the universe
20th of every month as reflecting point (20/7, 20/4, 20/5)
The magic of 8 days
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